Chrissy Teigen has opened up about her relationship with alcohol four years after announcing she was going sober.
In December 2020 Teigen announced that she was quitting alcohol because she was “done making an a– of [herself] in front of people”.
Now, in a candid Instagram post, the star has revealed her relapse.
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Ahead of her latest podcast episode with Holly Whitaker – the author of the book which initially inspired Teigen to go sober – the model revealed that she has started drinking again.
“Holly Whitaker changed my life, changed my perspective and changed how I view the f—— beast that is alcohol,” she wrote.
“But to have to admit to all of you: I let it back into my life. to let a lot of you down, oh I feel it deeply.”
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She shared that whenever a fan would meet her out and about and say that she and Holly had made them rethink their relationship with alcohol, it was always a moment that made her “so proud”.
“I still am,” she added. “The truth is, I don’t know what I’m doing.
“I one hundred percent know I like me better sober. I one hundred percent know I get more done, I absolutely feel better in my body without it. And I am one hundred percent pissed that I can’t be normal and have a cocktail with my husband on vacay without it turning into 8 and feeling like shit,” Teigen continued.
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“I’m tired of throwing up on a Tuesday. I don’t wanna feel like I need a shot to talk to a crowd. I hate that the thought of maybe having a drink can consume me some days.”
She went on to explain that she’s aware plenty of her followers reading her post were probably wondering why she doesn’t just stop drinking, but it’s not that simple.
“All I know is my relationship with the whole process of sobriety (and messing up) has changed for the better,” Teigen wrote.
“I am deeply aware of where this can go if I let it. I guess my plan right now is to continue to be mindful with it.”
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She shared that although her relationship with alcohol will never be “normal”, she wanted to take the time to thank her fans for their support.
“Thank you for allowing me to figure it out openly in front of you all. Anyhow. This is for all the people who are figuring it out,” she said.
“And to the sober community, god I am still so, so proud of you. Until we meet again”.
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